Tuesday, June 24, 2014

No no, not pregnant :)

Sorry guyz, I have been so caught up with parents, hubby, home, then I have totally ignored some of your emails, and even some of the comments here.

No, no.... I am not pregnant. It turned out to be a chemical pregnancy. Was pregnant just for a week I guess, or even lesser. Well, what else is new right?

I wasn't so upset but this time, hubby was. I guess he now has that wanting to be a dad feeling.

Friday, June 6, 2014

92 years old

Exactly 92 years ago, You were born
No celebrations nor gifts were ever requested
Greetings were nevertheless accepted

Happy Bithday NanaJi
From now on You get to celebrate with Him
Love you so much
Miss you even more!

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Non stop appointments

Ahh what can I say, the hospital appointments is back to back again. From my mom to my dad. When I think that ahhh June onwards there won't be many appointments, mom's op gets postponed one month after another. Now it's in July. Dad on the other hand, has gone into the super low moods of depression and he can't come out of it. So the only option is Electroconvulsive therapy (ECT). We took him to our psychiatrist and when we went to see him the second time, he arranged for ECT to be done at Selayang Hospital. 

So basically these two weeks Selayang Hospital would be an every other day visit. Sigh..

Seriously I am on "standby" for them. My days depend on their schedule. 

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Pregnancy scare

Yes, I have to put it as scare. The thing is we have already accepted the fact of being a childless couple. We are happy just being the two of us. And now, I suddenly have a tiny bit of a scare. I think it's just my hormones gone hay wire. Well, it's too early to say anything. Period is due next week.

Hubby jokingly tells me when I tell him how I feel, "I think you're pregnant". I will say no, I can't get pregnant, remember?

I do not want to go through the emotional roller coaster again. TTC was never brought up especially after I abruptly stopped my hormone tablets. I stopped all supplements too. We have decided not to let TTC rule our happiness as a couple.